A Woman Turned

“Well I’m just shocked by the way you look to be honest. I mean, the last time I saw you your face wasn’t as pale. Are you eating enough? You look sick,” he stated.

That was probably what Donte meant by the whole vampires not mixing with humans thing. It scared me, I didn’t want him to get suspicious. Plus I didn’t know how he would react if I told him the truth.

“Oh I’ve just been working a lot. I’ve been staying up late and stuff. I’m trying to eat better too. Work has been killing me,” I said. It was the best lie I could come up with. He seemed convinced though.

“Well do you need any food right now? I can make you something. I don’t want you looking sick,” he stated.

I blushed. At least he was nice about it. Ryan was a good man, and a part of me hoped I would eventually be convincing enough to be with him. I didn’t know though, he still seemed suspicious of all of this.

“It’s fine. There is something that I want though,” I said.

He looked at me with a confusing glance. God my boyfriend was a bit oblivious at times.

“What is it?” he asked.

“You,” I stated.

He was shocked at my bluntness. I bet he was expecting me to say something even more suave than that. But I needed to tell him that I had a hunger for him. Although we hadn’t treaded those waters yet, there was something that made me want him in that way. I was horny for him, but I didn’t know if it was actual desire or because of the new vampire urges.

Ryan didn’t think twice though. He would want me regardless of what the urge was. I wanted him too.

I pressed my lips to his in a soft and sensual kiss. He kissed me back, his lips devouring mine in erotic pleasure. We made out on the front doorstep for a while. Oh how I missed the feeling of these lips against mine. We continued to let our lips mingle with each other’s, neither of us caring about what would happen. I’d missed him, and judging from the way he kissed me, he missed me as well.

He continued to make out with me, but I felt something inside of me coming up. It was a primal desire, a desire to have his blood. What the hell? I worked to suppress the urge, I didn’t want to have any unnecessary attention on that side of me. It was something that I had now, but I didn’t want to scare Ryan off.

Sh*t. I wasn’t supposed to bite him! What is he going to do to me? Why did I do that? I was scared, and I knew that it was definitely not going to be easy for us.

Ryan’s eyes shot open, feeling the spot on his neck and then looking at me. If looks could kill, his would’ve had me dead within nanoseconds.

“What the hell was that?” he asked.

I blushed, trying to think of the best way to tell him. But there was nothing that could explain what I did, absolutely nothing. I did what I had to do, and I had the urge to bite him. I regret it now, more than anything.

“S-sorry!” I yelled. He was shocked at me. I ran out of the house, tears already flowing down my face. I had to get out of here.

When I thought about the look Ryan gave me when I did that, I felt like I was going to die. I hated seeing that side of him. He was angry with me, and I knew there was no way to calm it. I was going to have to deal with this later, but for now, I just needed to find a place to go. I had to get out of there.

I ran to the park that I loved to go to. It was where the date that changed everything happened. It was the place where I could keep a level head for a bit.

I ran to the forest nearby, sitting on the ground and sobbing. I felt sad about what I did, but I didn’t know what to do. I felt lost, unsure of what to say anymore. I was not only mad with myself, I was mad with what I had become.

I hated being a vampire. I just wanted to make it go away.